So, technically, this is my very last day at TCC. I have been in a community college for way tooooooooooo long, which sometimes drives me mad seeing my friends in university. By now, I haven’t heard anything from Texas A&M. And this is the feeling of waiting, isn’t it? It is the feeling of a swirling pain in your stomach when you at the same time both dream and have to keep yourself from dreaming too much. Because once your imagination climbs so high, it’s your heart falling down and hitting ground hard when the reality turns out to be not what you desire.
[background music]
[When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverseeeeeeeeeeeeee]
Ok, that’s (how come you don’t know) Coldplay. The stage is mine now again, please shift that spotlight to this place. Thank you! Don’t drive me crazy! That song has been obsessed my brain for days. I do want to cry. I did cry some days ago when I heard it; thinking about what I want and what I need, and all kinds of absurd relationships which fate can create between those two.
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